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Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:19:23 GMT

~~Bearry~~

He is black,

I rescued him from cats.

His name is cute,

He plays the flute.

Black Bear Bearry!

Always hug him, always care.

Black Bear Bearry

Never lets me down.

Black Bear Bearry!

ALAYS HUGS ME BACK.

EMO BOY X-x

Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:16:24 GMT

EMO BOY

One side of his

darkest blue black hair

falls over his left eye,

ignoring the

pink heart shaped pin

that he had put there

to hold it in place

like it should.

Reaching a skinny, pale, ghostly white

hand up

to brush it away

behind his ear,

he sighs as he does so and

twigs snap under his feet

he passes

the large pine tree

heading towards

his hiding spot,

the only place

he can be alone to think and write,

the old park of his towns childhood.

The old wooden bench,

smelling of yesterdays rain,

welcomes him with a groan

as he sits

and

starts to write a lullaby,

with his old fashion ink and quill,

to help him sleep-

to let others know how he really feels deep inside-

and,

tracing the scars on his skinny wrist,-

to let the pain

fade slowly away.

A roleplay becomes a story...

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 20:40:32 GMT

Amber Grey
Current mood: creative

Amber woke up in her cage. Last thing she had known she had been walking through the forest lost looking for a home and had been captured by guards. She sighed and looked around. The cage was clean and so was she. She had not been raped or anything. They had asked her odd things like was she a virgin and so on. It had been uncomfortable, sitting in her cage she wanted out soon.

Naguk the shop owner was abruptly awakened by one of his usual customers, Kail. Kail started eyeing the slaved. He set eyes on Amber. He looked at the identification tag on the cage and turned to Naguk. "How much is she?"He asked. Naguk looked at him and said, "That one. Heh, not much of a fighter from what my mercs tell me. I'll let you have this one for... 100 Diel."

Kail was overjoyed, "A pretty one like that only 100?". He put a pouch of money on the counter and said, "I need to test her out.". Naguk clapped his hands and two burly mercs came out and unlocked Amber's cage. They held her in a standing position. Kail approached slowly and bagn overlooking her.

New to slavery Amber was unsure what to do so she just stood up big chest out. She was unsure whether to talk to the men or not. She started to get nervous form the over lookers stares.

Kail smiled and held her head up to meet her eyes. He looked into her eyes with a piercing stare. He grabbed her breasts and tested them out and then laughed. He said,"Pack her up boys!". The mercs put some handcuffs around her and an iron link collar around her. Kail nodded to Naguk who only smiled and Kail dragged Amber all the way to his humble home. It was a mess. It looks like he never cleaned. Once in his bedroom Kail threw Amber on the bed and shouted at her,"You're MY bitch now!".

Amber just stared at him, unsure what to do. She smiled hoping that would at least help a little.Kail said, "Smiling? good, that means you're going to like this. Too bad I don't want you to.".He slapped her...hard. He took off her top and said, "Beg for me bitch! Beg!".

Amber ran for it scared to death. She ran away from him never to see him again she hoped.

Kail laughed. He easily caught up to her and had her by the collar. He dragged her back to the room and laughed. He chained her legs and arms and smiled at her face and shouted, "BEG ME!"

"Please dont rape me " she said hating him.

Kail was losing patience. He shouted in her face, "BEG BITCH! BEG FOR ME OR YOU WILL HAVE A ROUGH TIME!".

"Please please do not rape me " she said bravely hoping someone would come save her.Kail slapped her as hard as he could. He bent her over and started beating her ass saying," I TOLD YOU THIS WOULD BE ROUGH! I WILL GIVE YOU ONE MORE CHANCE! NOW BEG!"

"Fine please please im begging you.... take me" she yelled at him. "Stop hitting my dam ass and take me , please I am begging you" she did not mean it though.Kail laughed as he began becoming gentle. He rubbed her breasts as a "Ahem" came from behind. Kail looked behind to find a man with a wide brim hat and a black shirt, black leather pants, black boots, and a black overcoat. He noticed the red sword sheath on his back and said,"Are you one of Naguk's mercs?I paid full price I swear.". The man replied,"Naguk is dead and all his slaved freed. It said you were an owner. I have come to free this one.". Kail shouted,"UNDER WHAT ORDER!?". The man laughed and said,"By order of the Kight Commander of the Grey Dagger.". Kail stopped. His face flushed and his limbs shaky. The Grey Dagger was a society that served the king. They were his personal assassins but mostly body guards. He stammered as he asked,"W-w-why d-does he w-want t-the slaves free?". The man said,"Well, personally I don't like slavery, and I convinced the king to ban it from this country.". Kail then realized...it was the Kight Commander himself. Kail fell to his knees and said,"I will free her at once sire.". He undid all the restraints on her and out her clothes back on the bed and then went back on his knees to the Knight Commander. The Knight looked at the former slave and said,"Get dressed, however, Kail Likel, is under arrest for cruel sexual treatment towards a citizen. In other words...rape.". Kail broke into crying and said,"Oh please sire, NO! Please, i'll never buy or sell a slave again, i'll do commmunity work, i-i-i'll clean my house!". The Commander said," It's too late for that Kail. Men, in here.". Four men in black armor and grey steel swords marched in and began to carry Kail out of his house. His screams of agony rang out throughout the place. The Commander acknowledged the new cititzen,"Are you ok?".

Amber just fainted with all of that…..

The Commander wrapped her in his overcoat and picked her up. He met his troops out in the street with the still screaming Kail in the prisoner Carriage. He said,"Where's my horse?". A armor clad knight brought a black horse to the Commander. He put the girl on first then climbed on and made sure she was secure. He said,"She'll be in my custody until we find her a home.". He rode off.

He stopped at a grassy area and a large cottage. He carried her in. His walls were decorated with paintings of the past Knight Commanders. He had several Grey Steel blades hung on his walls too. He put the girl on the couch and sat in a chair watching her.

Amber awoke in a room. She did not know where she was or why. She almost started crying thinking she was still with that man. Looking around she found the mean man gone and the one that saved her instead.The Commander said,"Hello. I won't hurt you. I'm Mitthaniel. Are you ok?".

She looked unsertenly at him. "How do I know you wont? Mitthaniel is a nice name and all but how can I be sure?" Mitthaniel looked at her for a moment and took the sword out of his sheath and threw it on the floor in front of her. He said,"If you think I will hurt you, then kill me right here.".

"Never mind your safe." she finally smiled and looked at him. He was cute.Mitthaniel smiled back and put his sword back and said,"So what's your name?". He thought she was a true beauty. Too bad she would be released as soon as they found some relatives.

She smiled and still staring at him said "My name is Amber I dont have a last name because I don't have any parents" she smiled at him.

Mitthaniel was shocked,"No parents? How were you born? Did they die after you were born or something.". He noticed she was still wrapped in his overcoat. He would get her some clothes after he had this conversation.

"They died in a crash(car crash). Right after I was born so I did not get to have a last name, I dont have any relatives alive so I was sent to an orphanage then foster family's all around the town. "

Mitthaniel said,"Cars eh? Haven;t seen one of those since I was in the palace.Umm, would you like some actual clothes?".

She looked down at her riped clothing. "Clothes would be nice thank you"

Mitthaniel stood up and left the room momentarily. He came back with a set of clothes and placed them next to her. He said,"Ok, i'll give you a little privacy. He walked in the hallway and faced the opposite direction of her.

She looked threw the clothes and found a silk blue dress she really liked. She took off her rags and put on the dress tail wagging. She yelled out to him "What do you think?"

Mitthaniel turned around and his eyes grew big. He said,"Amazing...". He thought about saying, DAMN YOU FINE! But that was't proper behaivor for the Knight Commander.

Tail wagging she giggled and said "Gee really? Thanks" she smiled at him and wonderd if he liked her at all.

He did a curtious bow, but was still at a loss for words. He just looked her in the eye. He couldn't describe how he was feeling.

Amber giggled at his loss for words, glad she made him feel that way. She spun around and got dizzy and feel into him. "Opps sorry"she said holding onto him tightly.

He held her like she was for a long time and he bagan to blush a little. He held her up. There was a knock at the door. Mitthaniel excused himself and opened it. A Lizark in elegant robes stood there. Lizarks were pretty much lizard people. Mitthaniel asked,"Ah, Tithonus, what news do you have?". Tithonus said,"the king would like you to be on duty at the ball in two weeks.". Tithonus glanced inside and he saw the girl."Or, you can serve half time and accomapany your lady."Tithonus added. Mitthaniel said,"Well, tell the king, I'll be there.". Tithonus nodded and he simply flashed out of exsistance in blue light. Mitthaniel closed the door and said,"Don't worry, he just teleported.". He walked back to her and said,"Amber..."he bowed and continued,"Would you accompany me to the Ball?".

She wondered lots of things like how you managed to teleport and what the ball was about, though she did know she really wanted to go to it, she liked to dance. "Yes kind sir I would love to" she said formally.

Mitthaniel smiled and kissed her hand and rose up and said,"Thank you Miss Amber.".He chuckled at his formality. He only used formal speech near royalty, or business negotiations.

Amber giggled and said "So do you want me to cook for you Im kinda hungry" changing the subject.

Mitthaniel had a confused look. He finally said,"Well if you insist, I guess...well. Im not honestly that hungry.".

Amber smiled and looked kindly at him. "Well I am so your going to be missing some good cooking."she giggled.

Mitthaniel smiled and looked her in the eye again. His liking for her was growing into love. She said she had no relatives so he would have her as a guest in this house until she wanted to leave. Mitthaniel didn't see any that happening. She just giggled at him . He was so cute when he stared like that . "Are you sure you dont want anything??"she asked again.

He laughed and siad,"Ok, just a sandwich.". He moved closer to her and took her hands in his. He was going to risk it but, he leaned in and gave her a passionate peck on the lips.

She kissed him back then went off to his kitchen like she owned the place and made two very tasty meat sandwiches. She went back to him kissed him some more and handed his sandwich to him. "Hows that for service?"she asked him.

She'd taken it well. Mitthaniel smiled and said,"Thanks.". He set his sandwich down on the counter and kissed her again. This time he held her close and said,"Amber, since I recued you...the way Kail was treating you... I wish rape was a death penalty so I could make him die the slowest death. I...well, my liking for you has seemed to turn into love.".

She smiled and kissed him hard on the mouth. "I love you also so dont worry about a thing" she said tail wagging happily.Mitthaniel smiled. He held her as close as possible and began a passionate kiss.

They shared many kisses but only kisses for the next few weeks growing closer and closer. Amber was exited today was the day of the ball. She smiled and went to her new bow.

Mitthaniel stepped out of his room, clad in grey armor. He had a clasp to the left of his breastplate and it had the symbol of a dagger. His sword was still in it's red sheath and on his hip this time. He didn't have his helmet on, he just had his medium hair all straightened. Surprisingly his armor barely made a sound and he said," Okay, Amber, you ready?".

She was clad in a white silk dress that coverd her whole body and fanned out."Yes what do you think of my dress love?" she asked tail wagging happily.

Mitthaniel smiled. He grabbed her hand and said, "Wonderful". He gave her a kiss and said, "Our ride awaits.". He led her out to a wonderful horse-drawn carriage. They got in and drove to the ball.

They arrived at the ball, Amber was nervous. She did not know how to dance. She told this to Mitt.

Mitthaniel smiled and said,"It's ok, I have to guard the king for half the time i'm here. I'll teach you how to dance when I'm done.". Mitthaniel walked them through the front door and the Grey Guards saluted Mitthaniel as he walked in. Mitthaniel approached the king and said,"Milord, this is the girl Tithonus told you about.". He bowed. The king chuckled and said,"Nice to meet you.". Mitthaniel whispered in Amber's ear,"Go mingle, fing Lady Faurus, she is a Lizark, Tithonus's wife to be exact. Oh and never call her a lizard. You too will get along great". Mitthaniel stood behind the king's chair and had his hands on his swords. Unknown to everybody else in the ball, Mitthaniel's elite guards called Grey Guards were swarming the room. They had to make sure no one unwanted could get in. LAst year an attempt had been made on the king's life. Mitthaniel would make sure that would not happen again.

Amber was having no fun at all yet. She wanted to be with Mitt. She sighed and looked for the lady he had talked about.

Lady Faurus was by the snack table drinking some punch.

Mitthaniel really wanted to be with Amber. He had to protect the king though

Amber found Lady Faurus and said "Hello Im Amber I was told to talk to you" she said shyly. She smiled and looked at her kindly.

Lady Faurus looked over the neko and with a lovely voice said,"Hello Amber, I ssssuppose Mitthaniel sssent you over here?". She chuckled a bit and said,"That means we ssshould get along well. Ssso, how did you and the Knight meet hmm?".

"He saved me from being raped" she said matter of factly.

Faurus giggled."He hasss a habit of aresssting rappissst claiming the victim was a ssslave. Ssslavery is being outlawed all acrosssss the land now. One ssstate hasss even dared to break away from Oldrigon. That would be insssane. My hussband Tithonussss met me from ressscuing me from being raped too. Tithonusss was once Mitthaniel'ss trusssted Knight. Until one day he got a terrible injury. Now he hasss to ssssettle to being the Gatekeeper for the king." She smiled at her a little bored. "Yes that is how we meet. I hope we get married but Im not sure we will. What is sex like?" she asked stupidly.

Faurus laughed. She replied,"Deary, ssssex is well...I guesss...uh. Excssiting. It feelsss like an eternity of good. IT feelsss great! Ssso to sstate the obviouss, youre a virgin, right?".

Amber blushed "Yes I am" she said. Faurus giggled and put a scaly three-fingered hand on Amber's shoulder."It'ss no ssshame to be a virgin. And if a man like Mitthaniel will take it from you, then it will be the mossst honourable.". Faurus smiled and gave Amber a comforting pat on the back and said,"Amber MacMillan. A wonderful name. That is Mitth'sss lasst name by the way".

She blushed more. It was getting close to leaving time she thought and she wanted to have sex with Mitt this night, if he would have her. She giggled thinking on that.

Faurus giggled, knowing exactly what she was thinking. Faurus said,"Im ssssure Mitth will proposssse to you soon. Tithonusss tells me it's been two weeksss already. Wait, how did he asssk you to the ball?".

Mitthaniel knew his shift was over. He was about to leave the king. He felt his pocket and felt the ring still in there. He would propose to her tonight.

Amber hopped up and down ready to see Mitt. She ran to him and kissed him hello when no one was looking. "I missed you so much" she said.

Mitthaniel kissed her back and said, "Amber...I have something to ask you.". He got down on one knee and pulled out the ring box. He opened the box to reveal an Amber stone and the golden band had mini-diamonds encrusted in it."Will you marry me?"He asked.

Amber stared at him and the ring. "Yes Yes Yes , I would love to marry you, when shall we get hitched?"

Mitthaniel said,"Soon enough love, soon en-" he was interrupted by a thud and a Grey Guard falling down at his feet with an arrow in his chest. Mitthaniel said,"Amber, Take my clasp and give it to the king, then find Tithonus, and he'll get you out of here. I'll meet you at my house.". He drew his blade of Grey Steel. Grey Guards and screaming filled the room and many goblins, orcs, and even Green Elves came through the front. The Grey Guards began to hurl Blisters. Blisters would boil your skin down to the bone. It landed on a few goblins. The TSHHH sound filled the room. Blue flashes emitted from the room as people teleported out. Mitthaniel ran forth and impaled a charging orc. The Grey Steel began to boil and blister his skin. The orc fell and the elves began firing arrows. Civilan and Grey Guard corpses littered the area before long. Mitthaniel shouted,"AMBER GET MY CLASP TO THE KING THEN GET TITHOUNUS TO GET YOU OUT OF HERE NOW!". An arrow hit his armor but bounced off. Mitthaniel made a sweep killing many goblins.

She did as he said. She gave the clasp to the king and went to Tithounus ..."Mitt said to get me out of here" she said rather calmly.

Tithonus nodded and grabbed Amber's and Faurus's shoulders and they were all engulfed in the blue light. The scene faded to be replaced by the scene of the front of Mitthaniel's house. Tithonus said,"I will go check on Mitthaniel after I drop Faurus off. " Faurus put up and argument "No, you'll be killed.". Tithonus said,"Im not going to fight, Im going to check up.". Faurus had look of great worry on her face. They flashed blue Tithonus and his wife were gone.

The king disappeared in the blue light as he had hoped. The invaders stopped their attack seeming the target was out of range. Mitth and the Grey Guards all felt a wave of releif. The Grey Guards seemed to melt back into the walls. Mitthaniel sheathed his blade. He vanished in a grey smoke with a -pop! Toth popped in to see Mitth disappear. So he went back home.

Mitth appeared in front of Amber and gave her a big hug. He said,"Are you OK?".

She had started crying when she was all by her self ... "NO!!! I was so scared you would be killed. Im so glad your okay. Please lets get married now. Today"

Tithonus appeared in priests robes and said,"So good to be a gatekeeper.". He opened his book. He said all the usual wedding stuff. He came to the part of will you take Amber to be your wife. Mitthaniel said,"I do". Tithonus turned to Amber and asked,"Do you take him to be your husband?". All she could say was "Yes I do"stunned by the fact that this was going to really happen.

Tithonus said,"Then I pronounsse you man and wife!". He disappeared as quickly as he appeared. Mitthaniel said,"Always in a hurry.Well, I guess I can kiss the bride.". He started a passionate kiss.

And they (had sex of course and...) lived happily ever after.

The end

HOPE YOU LIKED THE STORY EVEY BODY!

BiPolar LoVe >.>

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 19:59:24 GMT

                    
                      What is your PROBLEM??

Do you remember yesterday?
You loved me then, you knew my name.

Today is Tuseday sweetie, its your favorite day.
Or do you not remember that either?

You hatted me on Sunday, you loved me on Monday, and now...
your gone on today(Tuesday)!! How can I bear it, my love???

You say "Who are you?" and my 4 letter word
just makes you laugh out loud.

Oh, do tell me what's your problem,
that you dont even remember your very own.... WIFE!

Spring Time....

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:48:10 GMT

Periodically

Once a year, there is

a revelation that comes-

and it brings joy to many broken hearts.

Nature starts to bloom then...

she opens up the the blue skies

and everything is vibrant and youthful

for awhile.

That is only periodically,

for all things have to come to an end in time

and nature wills summer to come

leaving the spring far far behind.

Not to fear- for I have heard

a true enough rumor that....

Once a year there is a revelation

that comes, and it brings joy to many broken hearts.

They call it -- SPRING!!

Thread Poem

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:40:41 GMT

Thread Poem

What I was is not what I am now.
I am like the wind, always changeing.
At school I learn things about life
not what life is but how life was and is.
Questions unanswed are thorns at my side.
Things I want to know are things I need to know.
Most things tie up at the end, but not knowing what life is,
askig and never getting answers to things, its just not right!
What I was is not what I am now,
I am changed, I am new.
I ask questions and want answers, need answers.
Answers to life, answers to love,
answers to questions about
myself,my family,you,others.
The only answers I ever get is a QUESTION!

The Orange

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:25:48 GMT

Creative
Current mood: restless
Category: Writing and Poetry

I read, I write, I make crafts, I decorate,etc. WOW- its no wounder people call me creative alot. Well to prove that I have creative jucies in me heres a poem I wrote awhile ago. I got it published and I got an acknowlgement award for it. This poem came about because of a class I took last year. There is a reason it is called The Orange, but thats a bit of a story.Well I hope you like my poem.... please fell free to comment.

The sun lay

in all its
golden roundness
in her palm.
She remembered
when
it seemed so far away
so far up in the sky.
She would reach out her hand
to grab it, but found it was to far
away to reach.
But now,
as it lay,
in all its
in all its golden roundness,
in the palm of her hand
it seemed to her
that
the sun had set
at last.
THE END

Just Friends

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:21:13 GMT

From the mind of RM Hamilton(me) comes a piece from my Creative Writing Project called... The way it should be.I got an A on my project witch of course is a great thing.And being the writer I am I would like to share with you my favorite piece from that project.(I warn all the guys reading this it is kinda romantic-at least I think so). It is called Just Friends and its a poem.

Just Friends

My friend and I stare in the

remote darkness of this abandoned

house watching the far off tiny

stars wink out, one by one, giving life to

daybreak. He says

the stars become lifeless when

they leave the night sky. He thinks

the little stars wink and smile

through the night like mindless robots

and when they fall from the sky

it is only to make me smile.

But Jacob is naive and lonely

and he thinks the world is in is hand.

He does to realize

what I believe to be true,

that the stars wink and smile

to give me a chance

to share my real feelings with him-

my friend who does not hold the world in his hand,

but who hold my heart instead.

As the last star fades away

I tell him what is in my mind

and the house that we had been camping out in

somehow becomes a home

just by the touch of two hands,

two hearts,

that had felt the same way

for what seemed like forever.,

but now knew each other better,

because of the mindless robot stars,

that winked and smiled,

and that

died with the dawn.

THE END

Ok so that was it, fell free to comment anytime you want to- Shelly Bunni <3

Waterfall Of Tears

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:16:35 GMT

Creative Poem
Current mood: creative and sad as well (at least at the time I wrote this, a while back)
Category: Writing and Poetry

-Author notes: This poem was written in the begining stages of my sadness(also know as depression- witch I happen to have.) In this poem I tell you how I feel about my tears that run down my face onto my shirt.

My tears are lucky-
they know not what they leave.
Oh, how I wish I could follow
those lucky lucky tears.

I have reasons to make them.
They lack not any relatives.
They are happy, for their mindless,
but I am not, for I know....

They leave this house in vapor
so easily, without a thought
of how I've tried to do the same
yet... Im here left behind.

And the tears come down my face once agian,
lucky just like the rest.
And agian I am left here....
with just my sorrow to keep me company.

They know not what they miss,those tears,
and neither do they care. And I am
left here,alone,with no more tears...
only sorrow, witch soon leaves me aswell.

...

This has been a poem by RM Hamilton

Friday, October 10, 2008

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:06:34 GMT

Poem about School Lunch
Current mood: one part creative other parts silly
Category: Writing and Poetry

-Author notes: The observations of high school lunches in one poem.

Observation of School Lunches

School lunch- eww
well its not just about
the food right??

Get in line...
talk,talk,tak- quit talking,
grab your food!

Hurry get a
seat- by yourself or with
some old friends.

Meet new people
if you like (you do
not have to!!).

Eat more than
you talk or talk more
than you eat.

Whatever floats your
boat dude! OR you could
just skip lunch.

Its school lunch-
people eat, people talk, people
skip during lunch.

Well its school
lunch again... what are you
going to do???